Showing posts with label Touch my Soul. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Touch my Soul. Show all posts

I need to cry + 巾幗梟雄之義海豪情 No Regret 主題曲 (古巨基)

All these while i can declare that i'm strong and never cry at all. But cry is a way to release stress, and since so many things have happened lately, i dont mind to cry... of course not at public.

Finally i finish the last episode of 義海豪情 (No Regret), ya ya ya... i knw as a TVB's fans, you guys sure say that i'm slow... the very last episode is very touching, and it might just appeared to be the trigger for me to cry... Oh gosh, after the cry, it feel so good... i felt released...

Any others drama or movie u guys might recommend for me to have a good cry? lol~



未懼身上被子彈留痕 維護妳我卻甘於捨身
站在風浪下對抗黑暗 而為妳 是毫無疑問

烈火熊熊升起 圍牆徐徐倒地
嗅著漫遍夜空血鏽味
蝴蝶長埋土地 情愫長留於天地
亂世中煙火 摧毀不了傳奇

漫天的炮火混亂地湧起 處身危城可不理
為只要捍衛 驚恐的妳 就是未怕死

*未懼身上被子彈留痕 維護妳我卻甘於捨身
 就讓天下在見證足印 誰為愛活過而無憾*

漫天的炮火混亂地湧起 染污無瑕的手臂
在這裡抱著 驚恐的妳 就是未怕死

Repeat*
遇著苦難亦堅守同盟 情義不會淡 即使地陷
就讓天下在見證足印 誰為愛活過而無憾

Echo of Life

A man and his son were walking in the forest. Suddenly the boy trips and feel a sharp pain. He screams, "Ahhhh." Surprised, he hears a voice coming from the moutain, "Ahhhhh."

Filled with curiosity, he creams: "Who are you?", but the only answer he receives is "Who are you?" This males him angry, so he screams :"You are a coward!", and the voice answers: "You are a coward!" He looks at his father, asking "Dad, what is going on?"

"Son", the man replies, "pay attention!" Then he screams, "I admire you!" The voice answers: "I admire you!" The father shouts, "You are wonderful!", and the voice answers: "You are wonderful!" The boy is surprised, but still can't understand what is going on.

Then the father explains, "People call this 'ECHO', but truly it is 'LIFE'! Life always gives you back what you give out! Life is a mirror of your actions. If you want more love, give more love! If you want more kindness, give more kindness! If you want understanding and respect, give understanding and respect! If you want people to be patient and respectful to you, give patience and respect! This rule of nature applies to every aspect of our lives."

Quote
Life always gives you back what you give out. Your life is not a coincidence, but a mirror of your own doings
Unquote

Bid Farewell

How would you feel when someone fly all the way to Malaysia just to bid farewell to you? You might not able to see tat person again after this final visit. This might be the last flight of a life.

I look at the face which i once kissed every morning. So pale and ill. So lifeless.


I cried

父母一生只有一個

媳婦說: 「 煮淡一點妳就嫌沒有味,現在煮鹹一點妳卻說咽不下,妳究竟想怎麼樣?」
母親一見兒子回來,二話不說便把飯菜往咀裡送。

她怒瞪他一眼。
他試了一口,馬上吐出來,兒子說:「 我不是說過了嗎,媽有病不能吃太鹹!」
「 那好!媽是你的,以後由你來煮!」
媳婦怒氣沖沖地回房。
兒子無奈地輕嘆一聲,然後對母親說:「 媽,別吃了,我去煮個麵給妳。」
「 仔,你是不是有話想跟媽說,是就說好了,別憋在心裡!
「 媽,公司下個月升我職,我會很忙,至於老婆,她說很想出來工作,所以 ....」
母親馬上意識到兒子的意思:「仔,不要送媽去老人院。」
聲音似乎在哀求。

兒子沉默片刻,他是在尋找更好的理由。
「媽,其實老人院並沒有甚麼不好,妳知道老婆一但工作,一定沒有時間好好服侍妳。老人院有吃有住有人服侍照顧,不是比在家裡好得多嗎?」
「可是,阿財叔他 .....」

洗了澡,草草吃了一碗速食麵,兒子便到書房去。他茫然地佇立於窗前,有些猶豫不決。
母親年輕便守寡,含辛茹苦將他撫養成人,供他出國讀書。
但她從不用年輕時的犧牲當作要脅他孝順的籌碼,反而是妻子以婚姻要脅他!
真的要讓母親住老人院嗎?
仔問自己,他有些不忍。

「 可以陪你下半世的人是你老婆,難道是你媽嗎?」
阿財叔的兒子總是這樣提醒他

「 你媽都這麼老了,好命的話可以活多幾年,為何不趁這幾年好好孝順她呢?樹欲靜而風不息,子欲養而親不在啊!」
親戚總是這樣勸他。

兒子不敢再想下去,深怕自己真的會改變初衷。
夕晚,太陽收斂起灼熱的金光,躲在山後憩息。
一間建在郊外山崗的一座貴族老人院。
是的,錢用得越多,兒子才心安理得。
當兒子領著母親步入大廳時,嶄新的電視機,42吋的螢幕正播放著一部喜劇,但觀眾一點笑聲也沒有。

幾個衣著一樣,髮型一樣的老嫗歪歪斜斜地坐在梳化上,神情呆滯而有一個老人在自言自語,有個正緩緩彎下腰,想去撿掉在地上的一塊餅乾吃。
兒子知道母親喜歡光亮,所以為她選了一間陽光充足的房間。
從窗口望出去,樹蔭下,一片芳草如茵。
幾名護士推著坐在輪椅的老者在夕陽下散步,四周悄然寂靜得令人心酸。
縱是夕陽無限好,畢竟已到了黃昏,他心中低低嘆息。

「 媽,我........我要走了!」
母親只能點頭。
他走時,母親頻頻揮手,她張著沒有牙的嘴,蒼白乾燥的咀唇在囁嚅著,一副欲語還休的樣子。
兒子這才注意到母親銀灰色的頭髮,深陷的眼窩以及打著細紋臉。
母親,真的老了!

他霍然記起一則兒時舊事。
那年他才6歲,母親有事回鄉,不便攜他同行,於是把他寄住在阿財叔家幾天。
母親臨走時,他驚恐地抱著母親的腿傷心大聲號哭道:「 媽媽不要丟下我!媽媽不要走!」
最後母親沒有丟下他。
他連忙離開房間,順手把門關上,不敢回頭,深恐那記憶像鬼魅似地追纏而來。
他回到家,妻子與岳母正瘋狂的把母親房裡的一切扔個不亦樂乎。
身高3呎的獎杯── 那是他小學作文比賽「我的母親」第1名的勝利品!
華英字典── 那是母親整個月省吃省用所買給他的第一份生日禮物!
還有母親臨睡前要擦的風濕油,沒有為她擦,帶去老人院又有甚麼意義呢?

「 夠了,別再扔了!」兒子怒吼道。
(這麼多垃圾,不把它扔掉,怎麼放得下我的東西﹞。岳母沒好氣地說。
「 就是嘛!你趕快把你媽那張爛床給抬出去,我明天要為我媽添張新的!」

一堆童年的照片展現在兒子眼前,那是母親帶他到動物園和遊樂園拍的照片。
「它們是我媽的財產,一樣也不能丟!」
「你這算甚態度?對我媽這麼大聲,我要你向我媽道歉!」
「我娶妳就要愛妳的母親,為甚麼妳嫁給我就不能愛我的母親?」

雨後的黑夜分外冷寂,街道蕭瑟,行人車輛格外稀少。
一輛寶馬在路上飛馳,頻頻闖紅燈,陷黃格,呼一聲又飛馳而過。
那輛轎車一路奔往山崗上的那間老人院,停車直奔上樓,推開母親臥房的門。
他幽靈似地站著,母親正撫摸著風濕痛的雙腿低泣。
她見到兒子手中正拿著那瓶風濕油,顯然感到安慰的說:「 媽忘了帶,幸好你拿來!」
他走到母親身邊,跪了下來。
「 很晚了,媽自己擦可以了,你明天還要上班,回去吧!」

他囁嚅片刻,終於忍不住啜泣道:「媽,對不起,請原諒我!我們回家去吧!」

∼∼後語∼∼

隨著自己愈長大,看著父母親臉龐從年輕變憔悴,頭髮從烏絲變白髮,動作從迅捷變緩慢,多心疼!
父母親總是將最好、最寶貴的留給我們,像蠟燭不停的燃燒自己,照亮孩子!
而我呢?有沒有騰出一個空間給我的父母,或者只是在當我需要停泊岸時,才會想起他們……
其實父母親要的真的不多,只是一句隨意的問候:爸、媽,你們今天好嗎?」
隨意買的宵夜,煮一頓再普通不過的晚餐,睡前幫他們盖盖被子,天冷幫他們添衣服、戴手套……
都能讓他們高興溫馨很久。

有時,我常在想:我希望我的子女以後如何對我。
那現在,我有沒有如此對待我的父母?
我相信,人是環環相扣的;
現在,你如何對待你的父母;
以後,你的子女就如何待你。

朋友,人世間最難報的就是父母恩,
願我們都能:以反哺之心奉敬父母,以恩之心孝順父母!

∼共勉之∼

生命不要求我們成為最好的,只要求我們作最大的努力!
老人安養院牆上發現的一篇文章
孩子!當你還很小的時候,我花了很多時間,教你慢慢用湯匙、用筷子吃東西。
教你繫鞋帶、扣扣子、溜滑梯、教你穿衣服、梳頭髮、擰鼻涕。
這些和你在一起的點點滴滴,是多麼的令我懷念不已。
所以,當我想不起來,接不上話時,請給我一點時間,等我一下,讓我再想一想……極可能最後連要說什麼,我也一併忘記。

孩子!你忘記我們練習了好幾百回,才學會的第一首娃娃歌嗎?
是否還記得每天總要我絞盡腦汁,去回答不知道你從哪裡冒出來的嗎?
所以,當我重覆又重覆說著老掉牙的故事,哼著我孩提時代的兒歌時,體諒我。
讓我繼續沉醉在這些回憶中吧!
切望你,也能陪著我閒話家常吧!
孩子,現在我常忘了扣扣子、繫鞋帶。
吃飯時,會弄髒衣服,梳頭髮時手還會不停的抖,不要催促我,要對我多一點耐心和溫柔,只要有你在一起,就會有很多的溫暖湧上心頭。

孩子!如今,我的腳站也站不穩,走也走不動。
所以,請你緊緊的握著我的手,陪著我,慢慢的。
就像當年一樣,我帶著你一步一步地走。
若為人子女也不懂得如何體諒他們,那他們便只能於痛苦中渡過餘生,黑暗中逝去....

家人是最重要的。
愛情可以重新再找尋,但父母一生卻只有一個,
要珍惜、珍重

Winter Solstice 2009

This year's winter solstice i got to spend it with DS :) We went makan at "Fat Woman Chicken" which is totally sucks~ The rice is just white rice but not chicken rice; the blended garlic is disgusting; the fried pork is totally consider of FAT only... Really really a horrible place to eat... we swear that we will not go back to there anymore...

Silly us, we went around pudu area trying to find "tong yuan" to eat but failed. We forgot that most of the chinese shop/stall close because of Winter Solstice festival... Well, DS call one of the colleagues/friends and they have tong yuan for us :) Wow~ I feel kinda excited coz i will met the friends!!! But before we go, we headed back home first... and the funny thing is... we search high and low for tong yuan but couldn't get one; but there's one stall just in front of DS hse which sell tong yuan...

Of coz we bought it and makan :) After one hour, we headed to the friend's and they welcome me with nice tong yuan :) yummy~ although i'm not really a fans of tong yuan, but this year really seems special for me... After all these year i've live in KL, i never have the chance to eat tong yuan which my mum make... and now... i jst feel so lucky and happy~

Hope this will never end~ :)

Happy 1 month Anniversary




For who?



For Leu & DS



:)

God Has it Arrange 上帝早已预备

Well, I believe there's God. God maybe Jesus, Kuan Yin, Allah or any god/goddess in which culture you believe in. God should be the one who lead us to positive side; to do good things; to love yourself and everyone~

Did God arrange everything for us? Some say yes while some say no~
For me, I'm a Buddhist. I always believe that God do arrange a path for everyone of us, but we, as human beings have to work hard and do our best in this path. No matter how hard and difficult it is~ you have to do your best...

Wealth, Health, Love, Carrier~ you don't work hard, you won't get it...
God has it arrange? Yes !!! But you have to appreciate and work hard too~ or God is gonna take it back :)

Enjoy Sammi's song~


就算我可得到世间的财宝
但你却说要我知道是永生的道路
是我在罪人时你赐我中保
就算我可得到今生的自豪
但你却说要我知道
别为因此而烦恼在绝望里投诉
只要仰望主哪怕会迷路

上帝早已预备我不相信运气
即使风光明媚但却不是你预期
上帝早已预备至少我不被遗弃
难得你为我死

就算我可得到今生的自豪
但你却说要我知道
别为因此而烦恼在绝望里投诉
只要仰望主哪怕会迷路

上帝早已预备我不相信运气
即使风光明媚但却不是你预期
上帝早已预备至少我不被遗弃

难得你为我死
感谢你你会为我打气
感谢你从谷底将我救起
感谢你纵使失去我的真理
但我没有忘记

上帝早已预备我不相信运气
即使风光明媚但却不是你预期
上帝早已预备只少我不被遗弃

难得你为我死
难得你为我死

2nd Birthday Gift?!? Lolz

Haha, lucky Leu. Never notice almost after 3 weeks later, I can still get a birthday present :) The 2nd gift of this year (Leu very cham), a gift from MayChing in my company.

Gosh, i've got 2 gifts. And both of them are greatest hits album... Do i really need to upgrade my song-list? Thanks anyway :)

You Are Linked ?!?

Well, when someone told me "I linked you". It was an honor for me :) Seriously... If you are linked in somebody's blog, means they are interested in your blog. And surprisingly, a few bloggers linked me too~ Bloggers whom never comments for me before, but they linked me :) Hmm~

I actually found out that I was linked in some blog which i never been there before, its cool~ they were some awesome bloggers who use all their hearts to write their blog :) I m so happy and surprise when i saw it :) The feeling is like winning an Emmy Award, lolz

Thank you, Kam Siah, Terima Kasih, Xie Xie Ni, Arigatou Gozaimasu

For all your support and courage, I will write more. Thanks :)

Love Poem

Gosh, i got a love poem frm someone... lolz...
never realized i will got a love poem...
its kinda cute and romantic thou...
It touch my heart :P
The moment I saw your picture
It was like a dream come true
Wondering in my mind, but still unsure
If you were my dream come true

With your first hi
You greeted me with a cutie pie
I didn't know how to respond, and I just say hi
Deep inside me feeling so shy

When I first phoned you
I was trembling like mad
It felt as if I was twinning blue
In the end, it didn't turn out bad

After speaking to you
I was tossing around in bed
My mind with nothing but you
Wishing that you could hug me in bed

by M.C.K.M.

Leu Birthday Celebration in StarHill + YanZi's My Story Album

Haha, didn't realized after almost a week, i still got to celebrate my birthday :) My GodBro Zen arrange this lunch with me at starhill... the place i love the most... thanx :) It was really nice to see him and we have a nice chat over everything.... Life, Love, Work and all other silly things And he gave me YanZi's My Story Album as my birthday gift :) wow~ thanx... this is my 1st present this year... will appreciate it :)

Appreciation for my 26 years

Just passed my birthday few days back and now i'm officially 27 years old, sad~ coz i'm older now...hahaha~ but i really appreciate for what i get of the previous 26 years...

Thank you Daddy
For all these while, i didn't really talk abt serious stuff with my daddy, coz it feel kinda weird. But i love my daddy deep inside my heart, i knw how he sacrifice for the family... i think a lot of daddy in almost all the families do so... My father always let us have the biggest piece of apple when he eat only the middle part of it; he always let us eat all the meat while he eat the bone part only; he always fetch me and my sister to school when all other kids need to wake up earlier for school bus; he always wake up in the early morning and buy us breakfast everyday~ I love you daddy

Thank you Mommy
My mom takes charge in the family, of coz she will discuss with my dad when big things come up. Since small, me and my sister knw tat we have to manja with our mom to get wat we want~ lolz... Although we are not rich, but my mom manage to arrange all the financial things and send me for piano, swimming, karate, tennis and drawing class... i always think she's a wonderwoman :) But in these few years, mum has not been so healthy. Been to hospital for a few times and i'm worry. And now daddy is not feeling well too, what can i do? i can only pray and hope all the things go well... Love you mom

Thank you My Little Sister
3 years younger than me which make her has the right to manja to her brother. I learn to be more responsible and independent becoz of my sister... I have to take care of her when she's having problems... I learn how to save (although not much) for her studies... We're the only 2 children that our parents have, we learn to love each other and appreciate what each other do for the others... :) Muaks~ big kisses to my sista~

Thank you My God
Not trying to be alleluyah or wat~ coz i'm buddhist... hahaha...ok ok, no offence... Although i think my life is difficult, but i appreciate coz i was born in Malaysia... Malaysia is much more better than Africa, and thanks for it... Difficulties and problems always appear non-stop these few years, but luckily everything has been solved... nothing really that serious and troublesome... thank you to my God, Kuanyinma :)

Thank you My Best Friends
Cedric, thanks for being my best-est friend ever since kindergarden. It has more than 20 years we have been this close. Although you r working in Singapore now, i really appreciate that you have make up calls to me and Micheal...
Michael, thanks for being my best friend too. We have knw each other since standard 5, and thanks for all the support and help everytime when i face problems :)
Ryan, thanks for being my clsoe friend. Its an honor to be your best man during your wedding... hopefully mine will be here soon :) and thanx for introducing Sammi into my life :)

Thank you My Ex
R, thanks for being the 1st one... i will always remember our sweet memories
A, although you have been the useless bump, but thanks for letting me knw the cruelness of this world
J, although you have gone back to Portugal... but the short period of 6 months have been wonderful for me... i get to experience all the things that i might not able to enjoy...
B, thank you for taking care of me although you knw i dont really love you
F, thank you for letting me knw that there's no true love at all
O, thank you for all the helps and support, wish u all the best :)
L, thank you for letting me knw that love needs money

Thank you My Blogger Fellas
Darren Kee, thanks for everything... we have been supporting and accompanying each other when we feel for it
Lesly, thanks for being my best friend now... at least i knw there's someone who's not fake in the blogging world
Twinkle, Michi & Ant, thanks for all the advises and knowledges which i appreciate very much
Danny, although i knw this gaga's lala before blogging, but i appreciate him for listening to me when i have problems
Koala, although he's not blogging anymore, but appreciate for all the help and things that he provided... a very good fren indeed :)
Jerry, SK, Evann, Tz, Ken & Tagnan, thax for al lthe comments and support...


After writing all these, i feel that i've been lucky :) And there should not be any self-pittiness anymore... shall strike for my best and hope to achieve better in my life... Have to really work hard and accept all the good suggestions and ideas...

As like i said:-
"Minds are like parachutes, they function best when you open"

Have a nice day everyone :)

I only love those who love me

Someone told me, "I will only love those who love me", it touched my heart. yes, it is true, wat's for u fall for someone that u will never have?

Man Best Friend

I was driving back home yesterday, it was raining quite heavily... When i was about to turn to left from Jalan Imbi, a white and black spot dog ran out to the middle of the road and stop my car... Its not a dalmation, but just some ordinary dog tat u can see everywhere... I quickly break my car and about to honk the dog, then i stop~ There was this disable Indian man who has some problem crossing the road... He was all wet without umbrealla, and waving to me as if he's appologizing... The dog wait till the Indian man safely cross over the road, then only it moved away from the road... Oh my~ i was so touched !!! The dog know how to stop a car for his master to cross the road... wow~

Dogs are really man best friend. Come on, what kind of animal will do tat? Or sacrifice themselves to protect their master? Cats? Cats only treat human as his pets, hahaha~ Pig? ummm...although pig is clever, but i dun think pig got the guts. Dun even mention other small size pets... Arrgghhh~ i wanna get a dog... dog is so cute... but too bad~ i m living in a flat...no dogs are allow~

Top 10 Most Expensive Accidents in History

Throughout history, humans have always been prone to accidents. Some, such as the exotic car crashes seen on my post here can be very expensive. But that's trivial compared to the truly expensive accidents. An accident is what i defines as "an undesirable or unfortunate happening that occurs unintentionally and usually results in harm, injury, damage or loss". All these accidents are measured in dollars.

This includes property damage and expenses incurred related to the accident such as cleanup and industry losses. Many of these accidents involve casualties which obviously cannot be measured in dollar terms. Each life lost is priceless and is not factored into the equation. Deliberate actions such as war or terrorism and natural disasters do not qualify as accidents and therefore are not included in this list.

# 10. Titanic - $150 Million

The sinking of the Titanic is possibly the most famous accident in the world. But it barely makes our list of top 10 most expensive. On April 15, 1912, the Titanic sank on its maiden voyage and was considered to be the most luxurious ocean liner ever built. Over 1,500 people lost their lives when the ship ran into an iceberg and sunk in frigid waters. The ship cost $7 million to build ($150 million in today ' s dollars).

# 9. Tanker Truck vs Bridge - $358 Million

On August 26, 2004, a car collided with a tanker truck containing 32,000 liters of fuel on the Wiehltal Bridge in Germany .. The tanker crashed through the guardrail and fell 90 feet off the A4 Autobahn resulting in a huge explosion and fire which destroyed the load-bearing ability of the bridge. Temporary repairs cost $40 million and the cost to replace the bridge is estimated at $318 Million.

# 8. MetroLink Crash - $500 Million
On September 12, 2008, in what was one of the worst train crashes in California history, 25 people were killed when a Metrolink commuter train crashed head-on into a Union Pacific freight train in Los Angeles . It is thought that the Metrolink train may have run through a red signal while the conductor was busy text messaging. Wrongful death lawsuits are expected to cause $500 million in losses for Metrolink.

# 7. B-2 Bomber Crash - $1.4 Billion

Here we have our first billion dollar accident (and we ' re only #7 on the list). This B-2 stealth bomber crashed shortly after taking off from an air base in Guam on February 23, 2008. Investigators blamed distorted data in the flight control computers caused by moisture in the system. This resulted in the aircraft making a sudden nose-up move which made the B-2 stall and crash. This was 1 of only 21 ever built and was the most expensive aviation accident in history. Both pilots were able to eject to safety.

# 6. Exxon Valdez - $2.5 Billion

The Exxon Valdez oil spill was not a large one in relation to the world ' s biggest oil spills, but it was a costly one due to the remote location of Prince William Sound (accessible only by helicopter and boat). On March 24, 1989, 10.8 million gallons of oil was spilled when the ship ' s master, Joseph Hazelwood, left the controls and the ship crashed into a Reef. The cleanup cost Exxon $2.5 billion.

# 5. Piper Alpha Oil Rig - $3.4 Billion

The world ' s worst off-shore oil disaster. At one time, it was the world ' s single largest oil producer, spewing out 317,000 barrels of oil per day. On July 6, 1988, as part of routine maintenance, technicians removed and checked safety valves which were essential in preventing dangerous build-up of liquid gas. There were 100 identical safety valves which were checked. Unfortunately, the technicians made a mistake and forgot to replace one of them. At 10 PM that same night, a technician pressed a start button for the liquid gas pumps and the world ' s most expensive oil rig accident was set in motion.Within 2 hours, the 300 foot platform was engulfed in flames. It eventually collapsed, killing 167 workers and resulting in $3.4 Billion in damages.

# 4. Challenger Explosion - $5.5 Billion

The Space Shuttle Challenger was destroyed 73 seconds after takeoff due on January 28, 1986 due to a faulty O-ring. It failed to seal one of the joints, allowing pressurized gas to reach the outside. This in turn caused the external tank to dump its payload of liquid hydrogen causing a massive explosion. The cost of replacing the Space Shuttle was $2 billion in 1986 ($4.5 billion in today ' s dollars). The cost of investigation, problem correction, and replacement of lost equipment cost $450 million from 1986-1987 ($1 Billion in today ' s dollars).

# 3. Prestige Oil Spill - $12 Billion

On November 13, 2002, the Prestige oil tanker was carrying 77,000 tons of heavy fuel oil when one of its twelve tanks burst during a storm off Galicia , Spain . Fearing that the ship would sink, the captain called for help from Spanish rescue workers, expecting them to take the ship into harbour. However, pressure from local authorities forced the captain to steer the ship away from the coast. The captain tried to get help from the French and Portuguese authorities, but they too ordered the ship away from their shores. The storm eventually took its toll on the ship resulting in the tanker splitting in half and releasing 20 million gallons oil into the sea. According to a report by the Pontevedra Economist Board, the total cleanup cost $12 billion.

# 2. Space Shuttle Columbia - $13 Billion

The Space Shuttle Columbia was the first space worthy shuttle in NASA ' s orbital fleet. It was destroyed during re-entry over Texas on February 1, 2003 after a hole was punctured in one of the wings during launch 16 days earlier. The original cost of the shuttle was $2 Billion in 1978. That comes out to $6.3 Billion in today ' s dollars. $500 million was spent on the investigation, making it the costliest aircraft accident investigation in history. The search and recovery of debris cost $300 million. In the end, the total cost of the accident (not including replacement of the shuttle) came out to $13 Billion according to the American Institute of Aeronautics and Astronautics.

# 1. Chernobyl - $200 Billion

On April 26, 1986, the world witnessed the costliest accident in history. The Chernobyl disaster has been called the biggest socio-economic catastrophe in peacetime history. 50% of the area of Ukraine is in some way contaminated. Over 200,000 people had to be evacuated and resettled while 1.7 million people were directly affected by the disaster.. The death toll attributed to Chernobyl , including people who died from cancer years later, is estimated at 125,000. The total costs including cleanup, resettlement, and compensation to victims has been estimated to be roughly $200 Billion. The cost of a new steel shelter for the Chernobyl nuclear plant will cost $2 billion alone. The accident was officially attributed to power plant operators who violated plant procedures and were ignorant of the safety requirements needed.

十句话 vs Leumas' Comment

第一句 
如果我们之间有1000步的距离    
你只要跨出第1步    
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
p/s: ya, coz damn desperate    
第二句    
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人    
才是真正爱你的人  
p/s: coz tat person has nothing to do  
第三句    
付出真心才会得到真心    
却也可能伤得彻底    
保持距离就能保护自己    
却也注定永远寂寞 
p/s: then do it half-half ok or not?   
第四句    
有时候 不是对方不在乎你    
而是你把对方看得太重  
p/s: then jst ignore that person  
第五句    
朋友就是把你看透了 
还能喜欢你的人    
p/s: yeah, easily to be use too
第六句    
就算是believe 
中间也藏了一个lie  
p/s: so don't say i believe again  
第七句    
真正的好朋友    
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题    
而是在一起 就算不说话    
也不会感到尴尬  
p/s: coz both of them are deaf  
第八句    
没有一百分的另一半    
只有五十分的两个人   
p/s: go to hell la~ 
第九句    
为你的难过而快乐的 是敌人    
为你的快乐而快乐的 是朋友    
为你的难过而难过的    
就是那些 该放进心里的人  
p/s: hmmm~ this is true  
第十句    
冷漠 有时候并不是无情    
只是一种避免被伤害的工具
p/s: i hate this the most

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

Finally i got the chance to watch Benjamin Button on last friday. I knw tat i'm kinda slow to talk about this movie coz a lot of bloggers already watched it... Still wanna talk about it, coz i think its a very good show... I will give 4.5 star out of 5 :) Got my idol Brad Pitt, Cate Blanchett & Tilda Swanton inside which attracted me to watch it...

Well, this is the poster which i feel its simple and yet drew out the relationship and time gaps within these 2 characters...

Benjamin's mama, the black woman who is so kind hearted to adopt the ugly old baby in the beginning of the movie

The ugly old baby...Seriously, if i'm the father if this child...i will throw the baby away just like wat the father did in the movie...its so damn scary...

Brad is one of my favourite hollywood actor, i think even with this old make-up, he still look good :)

Pretty Cate with red hair, she really suits this colour... I love the way she dance and the life of this character is kind of sad...Just imagine u have to take care of your other half whom didnt remember u at all, and watched him died in a baby-form-of-human-beings? tats so cruel

I really thinks the make-up artist should win the Oscar...Jst look at Pitt and Blanchett, the way they look young and old is so facinating...u will just thought tat they are really in tat age...the make-up is definitely 100% success of this movie

This is the most romantic scene of the whole movie...I love the way Daisy dance for Benjamin...would someone dance for me?

Hmmm...love this too...seeing this couple love each other so much...no matter the age gaps tat come between them...but too bad...the baby girl tat they got do makes a huge problem between them...

As i mentioned b4 in my previous post, i still think riding motorcycle is the best way of dating...unless its not in a rainy day :P

Overall, this movie really touch my soul, I do drop my tears while watching this...Dunknw whether i got seen or not, but the aunty seating right next to me was tearing like hell...In this reality world...whether you can find someone who truly love you so much? i believe there is...

《当我老了》 - 写给孩子的一封信


当我老了,
不再是原来的我。
请理解我,
对我有一点耐心。
当我把菜汤洒到自己的衣服上时,
当我忘记怎样系鞋带时,
请想一想当初我是如何手把手地教你。
当我一遍又一遍地重复你早已听腻的话语,
请耐心地听我说,不要打断我。
你从小的时候,
我不得不重复那个讲过千百遍的故事,
直到你进入梦乡。
当我需要你帮我洗澡时,请不要责备我。
还记得小时候我千方百计哄你洗澡的情形吗?
当我对新科技和新事物不知所措时,
请不要嘲笑我。
想一想当初我怎样耐心地回答你的每一个“为什么”。
当我由于双脚疲劳而无法行走时,
请伸出你年轻有力的手搀扶我。
就像你小时候学习走路时,我扶你那样。
当我忽然忘记我们谈话的主题,
请给我一些时间让我回想。
其实对我来说,谈论什么并不重要,
只要你能在一旁听我说,我就很满足。
当你看着老去的我,请不要悲伤。
理解我,支持我,就像你刚开始学习如何生活时我对你那样。
当初我引导你走上人生的路,
如今请陪我走完最后的路。
给我你的爱和耐心,
我会报以感激的微笑。
这微笑中凝结着我对你无限的爱。