Seriously, i don't wanna die~ CHOI !!!

I went Genting with 2 couples during cny, one of the friend's lover is from Singapore. Being a Singaporean, he's quite arrogant and a bit action (expected)... We hoped on his Lexus (which all of us regret) to Genting. I really don't understand how this guy ever got his license. He sped and break in sudden, and sitting behind, it make nausea and i almost vomit.

Nobody say a word, because we are trying our best to hold ourselves from throwing up. The very first thing i got off from his car, i almost fall on the ground (my leg is shaking!!!) He hold my arm "Are you ok sweetie? You look pale"

Yea fuck u~ i'm not your sweetie, and i'm trying my best not to puke in your fancy car. "I'm ok" this is how a polite Malaysian answer :) Of course in the end the rest did told him not to drive so fast because Leu is not feeling well (yea damn, everyone is using me as an excuse), but on our journey back, once again i clenched on the emergency hold and try my best not to vomit again.

Gosh, seriously, i don't wanna die~ choi !!! It's cny ok~ grrr....

Happy Dragon Year

Hi all bloggers
Yea i know i'm a bit late at this
but Happy Water Dragon year to all of ya~

Let this dragon bring us good luck and peace

ANTM - All Star

Hi all, i know i am slow, the all star cycle has over for at least a month :P Well, i already know the result before i bought the dvd to watch. At first when they announce the all star bitches, i was not very sure about it, some of the girls are a bit weaker than the rest. If i'm the producer, these will be my all star girls~

01. Allison Harvard (Cycle 12) *all star
02. Jade Cole (Cycle 6) *was selected, but reject to come back
03. Dominique Reighard (Cycle 10) *all star
04. Lisa D'Amato (Cycle 5) *all star
05. Elyse Sewell (Cycle 1)
06. Melrose Bickerstaff (Cycle 7)
07. Toccara Jones (Cycle 3)
08. Marjorie Conrad (Cycle 11)
09. Erin Wagner (Cycle 13)
10. Joanie Dodds (Cycle 6)
11. Anya Kop (Cycle 10)
12. Molly O'Connell (Cycle 16)
13. Chelsey Hersley (Cycle 15)
14. Shandi Sullivan (Cycle 2)

Hmm... seems like my taste with the producer is quite different, beside those 3 who are in the all star, let me tell u why i disagree about the rest of the all star.

01. Shannon Ratliff (Cycle 1) - Though she was the runner up in the very first season, but i never think she's good enough, she was not even suppose to be in the runner up (if the judges didn't biasedly kick off Elyse). She was always safe and she doesn't do nude. So i already predicted there will be a nude/underwear shoot which the judges will use this to eliminate her, and i was right.

02. Camille McDonald (Cycle 2) - I love her, she's the diva of cycle 2, but 32 to become a top model? i don't think so, she's too old for that. If she cannot strike after cycle 2, she never will. Though i thought the judges will use the excuse of "You look old" to kick her off, but eventually McDonald sell herself off by being too safe...

03. Brittany Brower (Cycle 4) - After i saw the all star list, i predicted she will be the first or second girl to be eliminated, and i was right, she's the first one. In her cycle, beside being loud and fun, her photos look horrible. Bad attitude, an ok photo shoot & normal runway~ can she become a good model? I doubt it.

04. Bre Scullark (Cycle 5) - Well, to be honest, i was happy to see her again in this cycle (though i did not choose her to be my all star girl). But her new hairstyle really look horrible when she first come in to the model's house. Can see that she really grew up and her childishness has gone.

05. Bianca Golden (Cycle 9) - I hated all the bitches in cycle 9!!! To me, Bianca is not even up to the standard like the rest of the girls, but of course, for the viewing rate, they have to bring back some bitches for some nice fight, and Bianca totally did her work in there :)

06. Isis King (Cycle 11) - She/He is a bit weaker than the others, though announcing herself as a transgenders is a brave thing, but that doesn't mean she's better than the other girls who is not back in the all star. She shot ok photo (maybe's she is better when she is a backdrop model). No offense, but she's just not good enough.

07. Sheena Sakai (Cycle 11) - Oh i love her so much, she's representing the Asian. But to be honest, she's not good enough to be an all star. Sheena still being herself, the sex bomb, and once again the judges use it as an excuse to send her off again.

08. Laura Kirkpatrick (Cycle 13) - Sweet little country girl, i thought she was too fragile for a come back, but she really shocked me a lot when she fought back to Angelea during the self-judgment section.

09. Angelea Preston (Cycle 14) - This should be the total ghetto bitch throughout so many cycles. I foreseen she will be back coz the judges were always bias and help her a lot in cycle 14, but can she really become america top model? N. O. NO!!!

10. Kayla Ferrel (Cycle 15) - I love her too in her cycle, but i think that her refusing to shoot with male model will be a big obstacle in her modeling world. Though she did some shoot in her previous cycle, but i just think she's not that strong enough if compare to Chelsey Hersley.

11. Alexandra Everett (Cycle 16) - She and her puffy face, gosh~ Being call the bitch on this cycle's opening is a total humiliation for her. Bringing her back of course is to create some bitch fighting scene, but she was a bit quite this cycle, just some crazy syok-sendiri did not win her any flame at all~

Well, enough for all my bitchy comments, let's have a look at their photo shoot.
Behind from left to right:
Allison, Camille, Dominique, Sheena, Bre & Tyra
Brittany, Kayla, Angelea, Bianca

In front from left to right:
Lisa, Laura, Isis, Alexandria
Lisa & Dominique
Angelea & Laura
Shannon & Bianca
Bre & Alexandria
Allison & Kayla
Angelea & Allison
Camille & Isis
Alexandria & Shannon
Dominique & Kayla
Bre & Laura
Angelea, Allison, Lisa & Laura
Final Runway: Lisa
Final Runway: Allison
Final Runway: Angelea

All Star Winner
Lisa D'Amato
She's back for the good this time. Having herself as the top 6 in cycle 5 means nothing to her at all. She was eliminate due to her weird behavior and her drinking problem. This cycle she control herself from getting drunk, which i think is a good thing. This girl really can model well, and her continuous of taking good photos make her in the top of the girls in this cycle. Seeing her win has been the best thing in this cycle, she definitely worth it :)

Allison Harvard
Oh no Allison, your unique big eyes has cause you to loose the crown of the all star winner :( Allison, Lisa & Dominique are my 3 favorite girls in this cycle. Allison can be high fashion and yet catalog. But her eyes (never see this problem happen in cycle 12) keeps on tearing during photo shoot. Though rumors said that keeping Allison in the top 2 is because of her large fans-based, but i believe this is not true. Allison definitely has the potential to win in this cycle.

Angelea Preston
The biggest ghetto bitch in this cycle. She was disqualified in the final 3 because she announce the result on her facebook!!! What a dumb bitch, and she even call the others dumb bitch during the cycle~ haha, what a big fat slap on her cheapo face, serve her right. Oh yea... if she really win, i don't think the Vogue Italia will every let her be on the cover, so as the Covergirl, she will just ruin everything :) Thanks God that Angelea never win, and never ever~ Peace :)

Laura Kirkpatrick
A big big surprise from her in this cycle. Beside being the sweetie sweetie country girl, she bring sexy-ness in the photo shoot as well :) But i was quite surprise when she was eliminate, i thought she will be in the top 3 with Lisa & Allison :( So sad...
Dominique Reighard
Oh, i love her so much in this cycle. She was totally different from cycle 10!!! She look so high fashion and soft this time, not that much of masculine and diva like previously. Among all the girls in the all star, i think she's the one who improve the most :) Not only she can sing and dance like JLo or Beyonce, her photo shoot has been so well. I think its a bit unfair when the judges chose one photo which is not good of her to eliminate her. Its not fair!!! I hope to see Dominique in more editorial high fashion magazine, this girl will strike a big carrier in modeling line :)

Shannon Ratliff
The saint Christian is back again~ How boring!!! No doubt that she's very pretty and look high fashion (& a runner up of Miss Ohio in 2006), but she can be very dull. Expected, her photo shoot were ok, good but not outstanding compare to the rest. Being safe and not to try something new is definitely out from the modeling world. Of course we respected her not to do nude photo shoot, but refusing to shoot in underwear? Not acceptable. But this time, she was being a bit diva when she cry out so suddenly when Bianca try to discuss something with her~ lol

OMG~ how dare u !!!

Shit, why is there some jerk stole my blog and post it in some place and make it his?!?


U ain't Samantha Jones!!!

Please, don't show me your attitude, you're way out of my league. I kick your ass!!! There's one person who can defeat me - Samantha Jones. And you are ain't nothing like her~ :P

The Boy is Mine - Brandy & Monica

Brandy - Excuse me can I please talk to you for a minute?
Monica - Uh Hu sure you know you look kinda familiar.
Brandy - Yeah you do to, but I just wanted to know do you know somebody named?
Oh you know his name.
Monica - Oh yeah definitely I know his name.
Brandy - Well I just want to let you that he's mine.
Monica - Huh no no he's mine!
You need to give it up
Had about enough
It's not hard to see
The boy is mine
I'm sorry that you
seem to be confused
He belongs to me
The boy is mine

Think its time we got this straight
Sit and talk face to face
There is no way you could mistake
Him for your man are you insane

But see I know that you may be
Just a bit jealous of me
But you're blind if you can't see
That his love is all in me

See I tried to hesitate
I didn't want to say what he told me
He said without me he couldn't make it
Through the day, Ain't that a shame

But maybe you misunderstood
Cause I can't see how he could
Wanna change something that's so good
All my love was all it took
(The boy is mine)

You need to give it up
Had about enough (Enough)
Its not hard to see
The boy is mine (Boy is mine)
I'm sorry that you (Sorry that you)
Seem to be confused (Confused)
He belongs to me
The boy is mine

Must you do the things you do
You keep on acting like a fool
You need to know it's me not you
And if you didn't know it's cause it's true

I think that you should realize
And try to understand why
He is a part of my life
I know its killing you inside

You can say what you wanna say
What we have you can't take
From the truth you can't escape
I can tell the real from the fake

When will you get the picture
Your the past I'm the future
Get away it's my time to shine
If you didn't know the boy is mine

You need to give it up
Had about enough (Enough)
It's not hard to see
The boy is mine (To see the boy is mine)
I'm sorry that you (Sorry that you)
Seem to be confused (Seem to be confused)
He belongs to me (He belongs to me)
The boy is mine
You can't destroy this love I've found
Your silly games I won't allow
The boy is mine without a doubt
You might as well throw in the towel

What makes you think that he wants you
When I'm the one that brought him to
The special place that's in my heart
He was my love right from the start

(Monica) Give it on up
(Brandy) Had about enough
(Monica) It's not hard to see
(Brandy) The boy is mine oh ah...
(Monica) I'm sorry that you
(Brandy) Seem to be confused
(Monica) He belongs to me
(Brandy) No no. You need to give it up
(Monica) About enough
(Brandy) It's not hard to see
(Monica) The boy is mine
(Brandy) Mine...oh mine
(Monica) You seem to be confused
(Brandy) He belongs to me

(Monica) The boy is mine, not yours
(Brandy) But mine
(Monica) Not yours
(Brandy) But mine
(Monica) Not yours
(Brandy) But mine

I'm sorry that you
Seem to be confused
He belongs to me
The boy is mine!

Its 2012 and i have my first kiss!!!

Hello fellow bloggers, how have you been? Its 2012 now, time fly so fast. I was staying at my home throughout the long weekend and never go out but something something really good happened :)

Ok, i'm always fantasize and like this person "GB". But i know that GB will never be mine because GB is too good for me. The outlook, the body, the brain, the personalities, u named it, GB got it~ I only hope to be on the friend list of GB, nothing too much to be expected. Just on Sunday, GB whatsapp me "I'm gonna see my friend near your area, wanna meet up?"

Of course i say yes, GB came to my house for the first time, we chat a little bit before going off. And before leaving, GB asked me what is my dream in 2012. Then i say "A hug from you"... oh lord, you guys must be yelling at me and say that i'm a cheap bitch~ lol, I AM.

But i glad i say it, GB leaned forward and hug me and kiss me on my lips!!! Oh shit, i swear to you i almost scream~ but i understand this is just a "friend" kiss, nothing gonna happen. I feel weird when i say "thank you" after the kiss~ lol, i must have gone crazy!!! But at least my dream come true~ hah