Smelly Cat

All you wanna say is "thank you". I think that's it. Between us is only "thank you". Nothing else but only "thank you". Emotion boiled up in my heart these days, feeling helpless and dissapointed. But what can i do? Nothing ever changed in my heart, you're still the same "you" inside me. Maybe it really does need time, but all these waiting might ends up nothing or just a simple "thank you". No matter how hard i try, no matter how much i change, no matter how much i tolerate, no matter how much i try to fit in, "thank you" will only be it...

Smelly cat ~ smelly cat ~ what are they feeding you ?!?
Smelly smelly smelly smelly smelly cat ~ its not your fault ~~~

Yea, maybe i'm not good enough, maybe i'm not independent enough, maybe i'm not well build enough, maybe i'm not smiling enough, maybe i'm not ... jst maybe i'm not the one to fit in that position...

Whisper is going and i dancing in lonely~
Whisper is singing and i going like crazy~

Remember when u say i never appreciate what you did? I did appreciate! Who would know i am all so excited when you are happy? Who would tell you when you feel sick that my heart ripped and pain? Who gonna know when you feel uncomfortable i pray every morning and night? And yes, "thank you" is all i have~

During x'mas time, i sat on santa's lap
Asking him to bring all the happiness to you
He said all i need is to write you a song...
So i goes~ sweetie pie sweetie pie~what am i feeding you?
I will ask God to feed you with Love, Bless, Luck~

If you ever measure how much tears you teared, would you use a jug or a mug? Many nights without kisses are replace by litres and litres of tears... All these tears have squeeze out my energy, your passion. These hurtful and disgrace tears are like ink, spilted between us, even Mr Muscle can't breach it off...

Starry starry night, paint your pallet blue and grey~
Won't you feel so hesistate... till i'm gone with all my heart~

Love me tender, hold me tight...
and yes, you sucked out all my blood...
and i will never regret

From the book of [vampire1123]

15 who am I - questions:


January 21, 2010 at 1:43 PM

Leu: hope you'll be strong ya~

  C'est la vie

January 21, 2010 at 1:51 PM

My dear, I guess I know what is happening.... Come, *hug*, u can talk to me if you want to. OK? Just email me if you want.....

Let your emotion flows and live with it. Don't try to suppress it. OK?


January 21, 2010 at 3:15 PM

hmm... you okay anot ah?


January 21, 2010 at 5:31 PM

Hey, I'm juz a call away. :)

  Enduring Love

January 21, 2010 at 7:02 PM

sound really sad. i pray you can escape the pain and sadness soon


January 21, 2010 at 10:07 PM

Leu, my heart goes out to you.
Please take care of yourself.
You are NEVER ALONE and
do take it easy.

You cannot always change for anyone, darling.
That is not being fair to you.

You are worthy of only the BEST.
Know that it is true and
take care of yourself for me?



January 21, 2010 at 11:27 PM

be strong !!


January 22, 2010 at 8:05 AM

the gloomy days will be over soon... stay strong and move on eh~


January 22, 2010 at 2:25 PM

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January 22, 2010 at 2:51 PM

u no feel alone from now....u still got rubbishfish accompany u...even though rubbishfish is dirty...but will stand ur behind...


January 22, 2010 at 3:57 PM

Haiz.....dun be sad here help you lol...XD


January 22, 2010 at 8:07 PM

gambatek lal~
cheer up~


January 23, 2010 at 10:19 AM

hey come lets play ps3:)


January 23, 2010 at 6:08 PM

So much bad news these days... :( **Hugs**


January 25, 2010 at 3:00 AM

Someone just called you darling!! LOL..

Okay let's have the long promised teh tarek soon.