Finish Moving + 2nd Hit - Lacoste Retro Bag

Finally I have done moving all my stuff to my new place... Yes, I'm proud to say almost 98% of the things are move by myself. And i wanna thank Justin for the help to move my heavy mattress, i will not be able to carry this heavy thing by myself without any help :)

Well lately seems to be a very very bad moody days for me... a lot of things happened, especially in relationship. Dating didn't work out and friendship died in a so-not-pleasant situation. Well, i am a harmony and peaceful lover. I dislike war and fight. I hate to take sides in bitch-fight which i don't even know about. But when i was drag in... hell I'm so pissed, especially when i know what you are telling behind me.

I appreciate you call up and explained but I don't really give a damn. What you have told behind me has been told, can you just delete the memories of others who know about it? I don't care what is the motivation you explain, you HAVE already told everyone about it. I thought you are a mature and caring friend, but who know? You just can't zip your mouth shut.

And previously i went shopping with Lesly, and i happened to get my 2nd resolution hit. Lacoste Retro Bag. Original price is RM579 and i managed to get it on sales :) Without any hesitation, i grab and paid. People said shopping will make you happy, but i don't really think so...

Stop using my name to COMMENT

What the HELL~
who's using my name to comment ?!?
Its in Anton's blog...
and u knw wat?
i'm not happy with it...
Look~ the one i circle
i do not use "LEU" anymore when i comment
and there's no pic of me...
but when i click on the name
it goes pop into my blog profile...And Look~
when i comment... there's my profile pic...
if i'm the one who comment...
it should have a small dustbin symbol down there
so i can delete it...
i mean who the hell are you?

Is it you Anton?
Coz i believe no one will use my name
to say something nice on someone blog
except the blog owner himself
and why are you doing this?

and willy comment for u too?
and common singaporean? he's has not been online for so long
are you creating all these illusion?
if you really do so, gosh~
i'm so dissapointed...
and i think u r sick
you should see a doctor~

And yea... stop using my name to comment !!!

I let evils swallow me alive

I can't stand it no more... the vampire who once brought me to the eternal world smash my dream and killed me by squeezing off the last blood from my heart. And now, i walk into the dark, i walk into the hell full of evil spirits. I wear no shield, I bring no weapon, I let the evils swallow me alive...

They clawed my flesh, suck on my roots, laughing and enjoying the every inches of me. I teared. I have sank into a poverty full of filthy mud. More evils come but nobody see the tears flowing down from my cheek. I was once a fighter, I was once a general, I never cried till i become part of the vampire. And now, i am no one but a piece of shit~

I can't differentiate between my tears and the rain, nobody can, nobody will. I drag my vampire-less body out and try to run, run away from everyone, run away from despise stare. Till i see sunrise, i let the ray of light burn my flesh and hope that i will become ashes. Cleanse my filthy body and hurtful heart...

Hurt, i know i will see no vampire till the dawn again.

From the book of (Vampire 1123)

Bad Romance - Lady Gaga

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah rah ah-ah-ah! Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Ooh-la-la! Want your bad romance
Rah rah ah-ah-ah! Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Ooh-la-la! Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want you leathe-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad
Your bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah rah ah-ah-ah! Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Ooh-la-la! Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love, uhh

I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my room
When your baby is sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
(‘Cause I’m a freak bitch, baby!)
I want it bad
Your bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah rah ah-ah-ah! Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Ooh-la-la! Want your bad romance
Work-work fashion baby
Work it move that bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it move that bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it move that bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it I’m a freak bitch baby

I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends

J'veux ton amour
Et je veux ton revenge
J'veux ton amour
I don't wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! (I don't wanna be friends)

Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance
(I don't wanna be friends)
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
(Want your bad romance)
Caught in a bad romance (Want your bad romance)

I want your loving
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! (Want your bad romance)
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance
(Want your bad romance)
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh! (Want your bad romance)
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh! Caught in a bad romance

Rah rah ah-ah-ah! Ro mah ro-mah-mah
Gaga Ooh-la-la! Want your bad romance

Smelly Cat

All you wanna say is "thank you". I think that's it. Between us is only "thank you". Nothing else but only "thank you". Emotion boiled up in my heart these days, feeling helpless and dissapointed. But what can i do? Nothing ever changed in my heart, you're still the same "you" inside me. Maybe it really does need time, but all these waiting might ends up nothing or just a simple "thank you". No matter how hard i try, no matter how much i change, no matter how much i tolerate, no matter how much i try to fit in, "thank you" will only be it...

Smelly cat ~ smelly cat ~ what are they feeding you ?!?
Smelly smelly smelly smelly smelly cat ~ its not your fault ~~~

Yea, maybe i'm not good enough, maybe i'm not independent enough, maybe i'm not well build enough, maybe i'm not smiling enough, maybe i'm not ... jst maybe i'm not the one to fit in that position...

Whisper is going and i dancing in lonely~
Whisper is singing and i going like crazy~

Remember when u say i never appreciate what you did? I did appreciate! Who would know i am all so excited when you are happy? Who would tell you when you feel sick that my heart ripped and pain? Who gonna know when you feel uncomfortable i pray every morning and night? And yes, "thank you" is all i have~

During x'mas time, i sat on santa's lap
Asking him to bring all the happiness to you
He said all i need is to write you a song...
So i goes~ sweetie pie sweetie pie~what am i feeding you?
I will ask God to feed you with Love, Bless, Luck~

If you ever measure how much tears you teared, would you use a jug or a mug? Many nights without kisses are replace by litres and litres of tears... All these tears have squeeze out my energy, your passion. These hurtful and disgrace tears are like ink, spilted between us, even Mr Muscle can't breach it off...

Starry starry night, paint your pallet blue and grey~
Won't you feel so hesistate... till i'm gone with all my heart~

Love me tender, hold me tight...
and yes, you sucked out all my blood...
and i will never regret

From the book of [vampire1123]

Extra 1 Wheel

Lolz
The old lady is so naughty

Ms Polite

There is this new gal same floor with me but different department, she is those sweet-neighbour-gal type... always offer help and say thank you... u knw... so a few weeks ago, i was actually carried a lot of stuff for my bitchy boss... and my boss treat me like her bangladesh-kulei and jst carried her own bag while i follow behind her. So this new gal offer some help when we're in the same lift-

Ms polite: Do you need some help, they seems heavy
Leu: oh, its ok... i can managed
Ms polite: but it really seems heavy wo~

And i can see my bitchy boss' blushing as she does not offer to help when i'm carrying all these stuff for her... u see? can u imagine the scenery? ok ok, dont talk about her... so come back to this Ms Polite. She always seems to be appearing around me in the office. And currently our floor has a big changed of seating arrangement due to our CEO believing in all these feng-shui thingy... and now, i m seating opposite frm Ms polite, jst 4 cubicles away. We can see each other face whenever we look forward.

She's ok, not pretty but not ugly either... jst normal... and she can be consider tall for a female. And i think, i think only la~ i think she's interested in me wo~ and apparently she's living in the same area which i'm going to move in on feb... gosh~ so near... and she even offer to help me to move my stuff which of coz i have rejected... she's seems nice... but a bit too nice... is she jst pretending or she's actually NICE ?!? or somehow she's really interest in me? u knw la... my company dont have much chinese lengchai ok... ooopppsss... did i jst mentioned tat i'm lengchai? lolz~ jst kidding... And jst now, Ms Polite say wanna ask me to yumcha when i move in wo~

Gosh!!!

Star Fruit Can Kill

Hmm~ this is not an April Fool Joke. but a stern reminder to all my fellow bloggers~ We were advised to have a few servings of fruits a day in order to rep the benefits of fruits right? But obviously this is one big No-No fruit to be excluded from your fruity feast~

In Shenzen, more than 10 people who consumes the star fruit had died. And a 66 years old Malaysian who has been suffering from kidney ailment fell into coma after eating the star fruit. Yes, all it takes is one fruit or 100ml of its juice and the ordinarily harmless star fruit transforms poison in a matter of hours for kidney patients. So does it mean, people without kidney problems should be fine with star fruit? My take: Not at all~ prevention is better right?

University Malaya Medical Centre consultant nephrologist said that star fruits contain a neurotoxin which is not present in other fruits. It affects the brain and nerves. In healthy persons, the kidneys filter it out. But for those with kidney problems, this potent toxin cannot be removed and will worsen the consumers' conditions.

The symptoms of star fruit poisoing include: Hiccups, Numbness and weakness, feeling confused, agitation & epileptic fist. The risk of death is high if you are having kidney ailments! But healthy individuals should beware of this fruit's potential toxin too.

It could also cripple your vitality if you are not lucky. So don't take it for granted. It's better to avoid them. So be warned, If you have kidney impairment, do not consume star fruit of star fruit juice~

First hit - Nokia X3

What a push from God, last week i was "force" to fulfill one my dream in 2010 which is to buy a new handphone. My old nokia was actually a bit sot sot in a few months dy~ i never thought of changing a new one until after CNY. But well, my old nokia abandoned me by switching off itself automatically every 2 minutes. And by last thursday, it RIP :(

I was feeling helpless at tat time, i didnt really do a back-up for all my contacts so i dont know who to call... seriously, i only remember my parent's number, not even my sister or DS... Luckily, DS number was saved in my company phone list :P hehe~ So, all bloggers, please send me ur number, dont worry, i have comment moderation, your number will not be shown out :)

Ok ok, so i went for a quick survey in sg wang during my lunch hour with MayChing. And as a super gadget idiot, i totally have no idea on which model and brand of hp tat i want~ i was stunt by all the new coming model, some of them are gorgeous and highly advance, and of coz their price is extremely "beautiful" too~

I was so so into buying a touchscreen phone becoz its the trend now right? So i went back to office, start to do my "pros" & "cons" of a few models and of coz have some advices... I was asked a few questions which make me stop buying touchscreen (i-phone):-
1. Do you need such an advance phone?
2. Will you use all the functions in the phone?
3. Is it a bit bulky to you?
4. Do you have enough $$$ ?
5. Will touch-screen spoilt easily to you ?(coz i used to throw my phone on bed)

I was frust on this and suddenly a silly thought popped into my mind. Can i stop using handphone but on normal phone only? Then wat happen if i need phone urgently like my car broke down in the middle of highway... things like tat~ ish~ seems like i cannot live without a cellphone in this modern world, right? Ok ok, so i got to call my darling to shop with me again after my work. So in the end, i decided to buy this Nokia X3 :) Ta~Da~ isn't it marvelous? Although its also in the xpress-music nokia series, the price is still ok :) ooo~ i'm loving it...so, 2010 1st resolution - HIT !!!

2010: Leu Leu in da house

Yo bloggers in da house~ yeah yeah~ how ya spend ya last day of 2009? Countdown? Endless sex? Hot orgies? Lolz~ 2010 jst popped into our life like tat~ gosh~ Leu is 28 now~ 365 days in 2010, same like last year... but this year i got so many things to do... so many things i MUST do~

God oh God~ can you give me some extra hours and days?!?

I spend my last few hours of 2009 with DS, we went for steamboat, just the 2 of us... no tz-bong-mountain-like shrimps for us as both of us are allergic towards it. Jst something plain but we are happily eating it though the food is really not tat good~

Then we bought tons of snacks and watch DVD~ Couples Retreat~ :) Nothing much till we heard the sound of hanabi~ :) cool... Frm Ds' we can saw plenty of hanabi(fireworks)... We kissed on the balcony, love tat~ i thought its quite romantic, just imagine u kiss with the one u love and fireworks blasting off at behind scene~ haha... :P Then we can't wait but grabbed each other to bed :)

And few days ago which is our 2nd month anniversary~ DS gave me this hippo soft toys which i think the tummy looks like his~ hahaha... he put it in the room, but silly me didnt notice about it till he told me abt it after my shower... like... 45min later~ hahaha~ :) sweet huh~? i name it after DS :P so tat night i got to hug both big and small DS to sleep~

As for my life... i have been really working hard to make some changes, and hope it is something good~ hope all these hard works will be worth to do so~ i really hope tat~ what about you guys? Have you been working on something for your future? Hmm~ i think its about time i should finish off my 2 series of stories tat i wrote... though i knw not much ppl read it... but it deserves an ending since i chose to wrote it, right?~ So in the coming future, you might only see my updates on my stories :P haha~ not much naughty dirty private leu life~

And so~ take care ya guys~ Big kisses from Leu~ :P