Let this work

Have not been sleeping enough lately, coz of spending so much time over Ds'. For ya'll information, we're still in dating stage, so i cant always stay overnight right? hahaha~ :P hehe, no la~ it jst becoz i prefer to wake up in the morning and have all my things ready... But waking up with DS in my arm is not a bad idea too~ :)

So i have been staying up late and going back home around 1am... almost everytime... kinda feel exhausted in the next morning and tired. Skipping gym and eating like pig is what i do recently... Gosh I'm getting fat... darn~ can feel tat my pants are getting tight, haha~ :P seriously, i need to return back to my normal life...Even frends in gym complaining they haven't meet me for such a long time, not having chance to talk to me and tell me abt their trip... lolz~ my hsemate also complain that he needs to text me when he should only need to TALK to me~ lolz... and my dear bloggers also complain me for not attending their YUEN gathering such as twinkle papa, ant & tz :P sorry lo~

Sometime i do feel insecure about this relationship, worrying whether this will work or not. Controlling my bad bad temper is not an easy task, luckily i've been doing a good job on it. Trying to ignore my worriness and not to make DS feel like i'm not mature is even harder for me. How i wish i have an angel with me and turn me into a perfect man that DS is hoping for~

God, please please please... let this work~